Wednesday, January 7, 2015

Mixed Signals -Part 2 (The accidental proposal)

                                                          A month later
 “Hey Chaitra one more work ,just make a  ppt for this quarter’s financial report , am mailing you the numbers we've crunched” . She sat back muttering abuses under her breath, the only bonus she was looking forward to for this overtime stay is a lift from Kavikrut. It had been a month and they moved no further than an eye contact or a formal polite smile. “Hey”,Kavikrut knocked her cubicle,”Do you want me to drop you till the nearest Metro station??”. Woahh what an arse he is,  its 9 in the night and he offers me only till the station.  The feminist inside her decided  not to take his favour ,”Hmm thanks I think I can manage”.
“Ok then see you tomorrow bbye” Kavikrut left with a casual indifference
Chaitra you deserve a HI-fi in your very  face with a steel chair, what a waste of time and decision  she cursed herself .  She sat in the auto  slumping back into her memory of the day she first met Kavikrut. She had hurried back to the HR ,"Hi Kumar am ready to take the offer right away right now ,what are the formalities to be completed",Kumar gave a quizzical look and continued, “Seriously Miss Krishnamachari?? I believe you had second thoughts". “Oh well no not at all just wanted to buy time to discuss with my family but then I walked into the cafeteria and behold !! there it was the most divine idly sambhar I feasted on so far  in Delhi and Mr.Kumar I totally  live to eat" Chaitra had no clue what she was muttering.
                                                              5 months later
"What are you??are you playing it hard or is it that you  being two levels above  me in the hierarchy don't  want to invite rumors,are you already taken who is that bitch ?? oh no are you gay by any chance".These thoughts kept coming as frequently as an Akshay kumar's release would .“Kavi is not a message type or chat type of a person, how do you reckon I should proceed without sounding despo??” Chaitra asked.”Your story is moving slower than the traffic under this Jankapuri flyover” Arushi said honking. "Pick up some nerve and ask him out else your Roshgulla shall be seized”. The next day she took the advice seriously and walked into the reading room, the only place where he could be found alone.  “Ah what a pleasant surprise to find a HINDU reader, all I usually see is Hindustan times and TOI across the city, yes except for CAT mongers though who read it like a bible” she cajoled. Kavikrut smiled “I read it for the language and the communist take the editorial gives on national issues. I am attending the HINDU NEWS literary festival,wanna join ?? 

                                                                 7 months later
 Mao the unknown story   (Kavi’s description ,"It shows Mao as a Tyrannist and Empress Dowager in good light), Asura: (“Here Lord Ram is the  antagonist”),  Lajja : (“As the name suggests the riots shame”),these books sat across her table. Kavikrut loved getting his hands on books that show the ugly and the flip side of what history has hidden and Chaitra had taken to reading those that made him so animated and come alive. Hey Karl Marx you better make this guy fall for me as understanding your theory of Marxism is a pain in the ass she sighed flipping page 472 of The Communist Manifesto.
                                                         New year's eve office party
Kavi settled down near Chaitra with his juice. “Finding a guy of this generation who doesn't drink or smoke totally charms me” she tried making a feeble attempt at hitting on him and just like all previous attempts this too was met with a casual smile.  “Ever wanted to go to the USA", he asked. “Nopes” she replied still feeling flustered at her inability to make an impact on him.”What kind of a guy do you like,what kind of long term expectations do you have”.  This question sent her off guard as Kavi was like a turtle instantly going inside the shell whenever he spots a danger where the danger being a personal question or an opinion  on love.Before she could respond the crowd thundered "HAPPY NEW YEAR" with people going helter skelter wishing each other. Kavi took up the responsibility of driving his colleagues back to their homes,"Monica is too drunk i think its better to have her stay put in your apartment, Chaitra". As he helped Monica up the stairs it sent up pangs of jealousy in her.  "Happy new year Beta" the  neighbouring Raheja aunty beamed. She noticed Kavi taking Monica inside and exclaimed  "This is the same guy that followed you to your house once. He kept waiting downstairs staring at your window and left only when you switched off the lights.". "When did this happen aunty?". "Hmm it happened once recently and once I guess around in May". Chaitra walked in feeling unsure on how to react when you realize that the guy your mad about actually cares for you  ,she saw Monica lay on her sofa blabbering to herself,"Monica come inside ,y don't u sleep on my bed",and then it suddenly struck her  Shitt is he inside my room and made a dash to her bedroom only to  find him watching with bewilderment at his own photo staring back as the wallpaper of her desktop. He turned around and shot that very same  intense and baffling gaze that almost killed her when they first met. At the door while seeing him off, "There is something i wanted to tell you",Kavi blurted,Chaitra's anxiety now knew no bounds,"What is it" she almost leaped turning all red. I saw two rats running around near your kitchen better use Mortein it works" and disappeared into the January fog yet again sending mixed signals